me: I had an awesome conversation with mom (for about ½ hour just now). You, S and I are going to turn our lives around… and I’m going to be the biggest lobbyist of us all! :)?

When motivation hits me in the ass, I don’t sit and cry about it.

I turn around.
Give it a fuckin’ blow job
And work my way up!

Hahahaha. That’s nasty. But I’m feeling really good about life today.

he: Ooooooooohhhhhhh!!! That was nasty…:)


productive day

at work. :)


he's the best!

he: chin up lil one for there still is an element of magic in this world


me: hey can you call L and ask him to join us for dinner?

me: he's not answering my calls *sniff sniff*

he: why wud he answer mine then?

me: cuz he's not pissed with you

he: you dont have to cry a river over a fat-ass, punk face, over the hill wannabe...

haha. today’s been a good day for me!

a very happy birthday to my sweetheart!


your voice is making love to me

yes it has been.

i let it flow

from my head to my toe.
my eyes
to my lips

then i let it meander
from the base of my neck
all the way to my navel.

and then started
a story.

yes. i let your voice make love to me.

it almost seemed real.

another bloody conference call

12:30am to 3:30am.

let the fun begin!


i'm craving some..

romance tonight.

M better have some tricks up his sleeve!

each time i think…

i’ve found the answer, i come across another bloody question.

each time i think i know which way the wind’s blowing, the bloody vane swivels once more.

i fear sometimes that my faith is starting to wane… wonder why everything’s so frustrating and confusing.

i’m lost without my guardian angel!


blessed friday

in every way.

and yes, its raining.
as the world weeps
so do the heavens.



is a far better state to be in than delusion.


thighs like tandoori chicken!

don't ask.


updated my Image of the Day section.. check out the cool pic. i think i'll have it there for a while.

its nice and bright.
and interesting too.


i hear this song by Kelly Clarkson every morning (plays on the radio). and i never really listened to the lyrics until today..

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on
Yeah Yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone



its bloody April..

and its snowing outside!

what's to become of this world?

not that i'm complaining of the snow :) cuz i'm going home soon.


don’t know what one can do with this announcement but...

maybe you’d like to know!!

On Wednesday, at two minutes and three seconds after 1:00
in the morning, the time and date will be 01:02:03 04/05/06.

That won't EVER happen again!