must i alter my vantage point? i am tired. i am tense. and trouble isn't over yet.
one last test of concentration and stamina.
stamina.
i lack.
concentration.
i have none.

is this miracle territory?

can i sort out a messy situation, say, by running away from it, or better, ignoring it? wouldn't that be a brilliant solution to a knotty problem? but life sucks. i can't even slip quietly out the back door and leave trouble knocking on the front because i know, sooner or later, i will have to return. so now, while i'm still strong i will stay, open the door and tackle, once and forever, the thing that keeps me from living (leave alone enjoying) my life.