all too often, i tend to forget how magical life is... get caught up in confusion and consternation, anger and anxiety, fear and frustration.. find myself continually dealing with sources of stress and aggravation and, in my attempts to cope with these i find i become ever more embroiled in a series of far-fetched escape plans. now these in turn - or the consequences of them - places me under even more pressure.
and the fucking vicious cycle continues.