at this moment, i feel like that juggler who spins plates on poles while simultaneously twirling flaming torches. hey! its not like i dont enjoy a challenge.. but this definitely is getting a tad bit too much. will things ever get back to normal?
phooey
like i've ever known normality! ha!

i dont feel like putting on a happy face.. neither do i want to frown. maybe i should throw a tantrum.. not that that will make a difference either. i can complain all i want to, dwell on the dark side too.. but i know that i will catch the sunshine and before long.. that damn problem will turn into a memory :)