from today onwards, things are going to be different. it was rather as if i'd been trying to operate a machine without an instruction book. i thought i was doing reasonably well.. i did manage to start and stop it, didn't i?
no.
the point is that i've been struggling to make it as efficient as possible.

still i feel positive. because now i have power where before i only had a sense of bewilderment.

tisha asher ? you wont find her here...