i dropped mom off at home..
and drove off.
i didn't know where i was going

the windows were down
and the rain poured in
soaking my soul

i didn't realize where i was when i parked the car
i was in exchange place
near the colgate pier

saw the clouds move south towards the world trade center
i actually saw them move over the chrysler and the empire state
over the washington monument
and right into the world trade center

i cried.
it was so beautiful.

i felt someone touch me
someone perform seppukku on my soul

it hurt
and i did cry.