[9/10/2001 8:02:35 PM | fool maker]

i dropped mom off at home..
and drove off.
i didn't know where i was going

the windows were down
and the rain poured in
soaking my soul

i didn't realize where i was when i parked the car
i was in exchange place
near the colgate pier

saw the clouds move south towards the world trade center
i actually saw them move over the chrysler and the empire state
over the washington monument
and right into the world trade center

i cried.
it was so beautiful.

i cried.

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now i wonder
was i mourning for a tragedy
before i knew it would happen

sigh.

there's not much i can do..
and i feel helpless and frustrated.

but the good lord has actually blessed me
and given me the O negative blood type

if i could give it all away
i would.

i truly would.