i don't really know what i'm doing here.

i fill my life with schemes and dreams, missions and motives, plans and policies. but underneath it all, the only thing i know for sure is that i don't really know anything for sure.

after a while of feeling overwhelmed by this fact, i've decided that the best thing to do is to ignore it. i need to focus on things i do know - like what i want for dinner or my game plan for next week.

but even now, the small questions are equally difficult to answer.

i'm confused. thoroughly confused.