on the one hand, i'm excited and energised. i'm in the process of doing something extremely brave. yet, at the same time, i'm exasperated and exhausted. something frustrating or worrying keeps cropping up. it's undermining my confidence and detracting from an otherwise positive scenario. i dont want to be dragged down by the tension. i dont want to give in to anger. i dont want to start rushing for no real reason. i need to have enough faith to keep on moving and enough wisdom to see the big picture at all times..