creativity is wonderful stuff. it takes me into the territory i might otherwise never explore. it picks me up, turns me around, surprises me and inspires me. i often speak of 'creative types' as if they were a world apart but even if i am not a writer or a designer, i know i was born to be creative. its a need within me, as powerful and as real as the need to sleep and eat. so how, now, am i being creative? where is the outlet for my imagination? am i conjuring up unnecessary fears just to keep the inventive side of my brain busy?

i need a vision that uplifts my soul.