someone's recent harsh words are still clanging in my ears like a discordant bell.. giving me a headache. hm. i wonder why? < cuz me is an idiot > and i keep going over and over what they said. and then what i said. and then what they said back to me. analysing this difficult conversation wont get me anywhere.. but moving on is always easier said than done. trying to force words that i want to hear out of someone is also a waste of time..