love hurts. so does truth.

should i then avoid both at all costs? i begin to wonder if i have gone too far in the past few weeks. i've been almost painfully honest with myself.. and with someone close. and i now find myself in a difficult position. to maintain the integrity of all that i've recently said, i have to go in one direction. to maintain a sense of peace, ease and tranquility, i dont have to go in the other direction. maybe i should stay where i am and keep up the pretence. it seems a very tempting option.. but i have to complete what i started.

i don't make much sense, do i?