i think i can put it down.. i dont need to hang on to it any more. it has given me enough grief. it has caused me enough stress, time and money. if i dont not leave it alone, it will become like quicksand and will start to suck every last ounce of my strength until i disappear completely within it. yet the irony is, i dont need it. it is all but irrelevant. i have something much brighter to bask in. i hope to see some sunshine the very moment that i move away from the shadow that is being cast by my pressing concern.

aahh. rescue me!