i went and washed my car

that is relaxing


but i can be obsessive


compulsive obsessive


now that can't be good


or relaxing


or anything


anything relevant that is


but then, who cares?


do you?


dont know.


i will never know


you


will never know


me?


i am just here


sometimes


not always


just sometimes


off and on


mostly off


sometimes on


but then, who cares?


do you?


dont know


never knew.


may not care now.