Finally! I discovered my new anthem. And it fits me like a glove.

I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe
I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
Must have been relieved to see
The softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
All rolled into one

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

So take me as I am
This may mean
You'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that
When I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

Just when you think, you got me figured out
The season's already changing
I think it's cool, you do what you do
And don't try to save me

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way

-- Meredith Brooks

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These lines are definitely my favorite:

So take me as I am
This may mean
You'll have to be a stronger man

I am a strong woman.

Independent.
Ambitious.
Caring.
Never forgiving.

And I can see right through your tactics.

People assume.
Assume what they shouldn't.
And that's where they err.
For they assume that they are strong.
And strong they might be.

But me..
I am strong.
And strong will I be.

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I have this informal/let-us-size-you-up kind of meeting with this Wall Street firm who help investors meet their finanical goals.

AND I'M SO FUCKING EXCITED!

Ok. Even though I don't study business, I have enough knowledge and skills to survive in the industry.

AND I ALWAYS WANTED TO BE IN THE FINANCE INDUSTRY!

But I never wanted to get a college degree in business. Studying business is boring.

So, I'm looking forward to this meeting/seminar. I hope I put my best foot forward and just have fun.