umm.. this entry could have been written by me!

amazing.

how i feel all that.. and yet i don't even express it.

i know exactly what you feel when people ALWAYS expect you to be funny.. and smiling.

and yet when you need to be serious.. they RUN miles away!

there's so much more i want to say..

i share the same rage..
and can't seem to get my finger on the wound that's troubling me.

and just when i feel i'm ready to share my serious, troubled issues with the "friends", they disappear.

*poof*