as of last night..

i'm officially single!

(almost)

its a new feeling. my close friends and family think i'll be scared and anxious and nervous and (all the feelings attached with a break up).

but i'm not.

my life isn't going to be any different than it was for the past 4 years (hmm?).

i've always been a survivor..

i can detach myself from a situation/person in a blink of an eye. its how i've coped with a lot of situations in the past.

detachment

1. The act or process of disconnecting or detaching; separation.
   
2. The state of being separate or detached.
   
3. Indifference to or remoteness from the concerns of others; aloofness: preserved a chilly detachment in his relations with the family.
   
4. Absence of prejudice or bias

indifference to or remoteness from the concerns of others; aloofness

just because i carry my emotions on my sleeve or because i'm so expressive and full of life doesn't mean i cant survive without people.

i love being alone.

i'm a misanthrope. i don't trust people. i don't like to indulge in idle banter with them.

i think i'm doing exactly that right now.. so i'll stop.