i have a wonderfully short memory. and that's my salvation.

somehow, i manage to forget all that is painful for me to remember. even if an experience has been unbelievably onerous, i file it away in the back of my mind.. somewhere.. and then i accidentally lose the key to that cabinet.

maybe that's why i manage to repeat my mistakes.

sometimes i have no option but to do something deeply difficult more than once.

again, that's how i manage it.