its alway easy to reach an agreement.. i simply suppress my desire to argue. i'm quite willing to be polite.. to put on a show.. to pretend its all fine even when i inwardly feel that all is grim and dull. i can live in a state of perpetual peace and harmony. allegedly. apparently. many a time though its not so easy. if my external rock is resting on an inner bed of restless discomfort, it'll roll over and collapse.

chaos.