as if i dont have enough to test and try in my daily life.. i have my own weird imaginations to contend with. these definitely ensure that i can never fully rest and relax. there's always something to be anxious or nervous about. i'm perfectly capable of conjuring up negative associations no matter what the scenario. or of seeing a pessimistic possibility within it. worse, my imagination often insists it's not even talking to me!

haaaalp.