though the circumstances of this day are far from perfect they are a minor concern when compared to the
overwhelming (positive) experience of being alive just living each day is such a big deal and getting out of bed is the worst chore to perform why dont you just give me some dishes to do the night before

heh.

i actually do like living.. there's so much to do. i'd die if i wasnt living. haha. actually my mind's kinda lost.. it wandered away. and now i dont know what i'm gonna do without it. of all the things i've lost this year, i sure do miss my mind the most.