what have I done?
what have I said?

like someone waking up in the morning after a wild night out, i’m trying to piece together events and developments..

as it all slowly comes back to me, i wonder if i’ve gone too far.

have i put myself in an unsustainable position?

as i look at my current situation in life with less passion and more pragmatism, i’m seeing things differently.

but only a little differently.