me: i'm tired of everything. i need someone to take care of me.. for sometime atleast

he: would you ever let anybody do that?

me: yes i would. now i'm ready. i'd do it if i knew that the person i'm depending on really cares for me.. there's no point otherwise.

me: i'm tired of caring for others.. know what i mean?

he: YES I DO. (caps intentional)

me: i know i sound pretty selfish. but i have no qualms about sharing things like this with you

he: i was with you for a few days. You dont sound selfish

me: so if you were with me for a few days?

he: you dint let me take care of you even for a second. Not that I had a lot of options to do that.

he: I just feel that you have a few people around who would like to take care of you

me: like who?

he: but you dont give them much of a chance. You need somebody strong who can just say "shut up" (in a nice way)

me: no i understand. i do need that shutup!

he: and absolve you of all the things of the things on your head and let you be.

he: not thats a bad idea. you cant just be. you are too restless