this world is full of awkward 'remainders'.

at school, when i learned long division, i had to wrestle with the idea that things don't fit as they should.

odd little leftover bits and pieces that have to be accomodated as best as possible. and i guess its ok for this kind of thing to happen to a number, but to a person?

never!

a part of me feels a little torn.

i'm confused and frustrated about the role i'm supposed to play.