often i kid myself that i've got some control over the world. i take action and i get results. and i therefore assume that there must be some connection between the two. but periodically, the universe sets out to remind me that the link is more fragile than i think. sometimes, i cause an effect – sometimes i just get an effect without doing anything to bring it about. i again wonder if the steering wheel of my life has anything whatsoever to do with the wheel..