I've got some selective memories.. that’s how i survive. i have this tendency to conveniently forget whatever it pains me to remember. i rewrite history just as soon as it has happened. and as for the future? well, i absolutely love the fact that it is such an open book. i can project whatever i want. and i do. that's why i can barely see forward in time with any degree of accuracy. like wine tasters who forget to swill and spit, i swallow the first thing i see and end up drunk on my dreams.