I was hardly able to get a good sleep..

too restless

filled with memories haunting me from the past.

re-lived my first kiss.

tis' not so sweet now as it was before

neither is he as attractive now as he was before.

I was stupid as a kid.

fell left right and center for scrawny type of guys with yamaha bikes.

I think I loved the bikes more than the guys.

yeah. that was it.

anyways, the fact remains that I was definitely infatuated with him for a long long time.

nearly 7 years.