foolmaker

MYOB

2010-09-09T21:33:00.002-04:00

Turns out one of S's friends who S is very close with hates me. So I'd been asking why I'm so hated.S's friend read my posts where I wrote about S's parents' visit and the horrible crap I went through. And the friend thought I was out of line and should've been more respectful. And because of that, he hates me.So to that friend who forms opinions without getting to know who I am, here's what I

Off the market

2010-06-14T10:47:00.002-04:00

June 10th, 2010:I popped the question to my boyfriend. He said YES!I'm now officially off the market. Feels weird. I have to document the whole experience soon...

because

2009-04-10T11:28:00.000-04:00

i drink the dark and eat the lightfor i am the moon's only child.she caressed me like a mother wouldand shone her lightfor me to read books i should.the horse neighsthe dog barks..the sweet soundi hear are of thatthe lost lark's.but the sunlightand the warm brighti cannot resist.maybe, just maybei'ts because i don't exist.

In response to, "When are you getting married?"

2008-11-13T14:49:00.000-05:00

Marriage might...and would...stultify my mental processes.I'm not pivoted that way...and so,must I be chained in a kennel like a monk?

Max and I

2008-11-13T14:44:00.003-05:00

Here we are. I'm obviously down a few drinks... when up walks Max and says, "I know you hate taking pictures, but you have to take one with me!"

huh?

2008-11-13T14:42:00.000-05:00

roses are redviolets are bluei'm schizophrenicand so am i.

The Perception Personality Image Test ...

2008-08-28T11:35:00.000-04:00

Your result for The Perception Personality Image Test...NFPS - The GuruNature, Foreground, Big Picture, and Shape You perceive the world with particular attention to nature. You focus on what's in front of you (the foreground) and how that fits into the larger picture. You are also particularly drawn towards the shapes around you. Because of the value you place on nature

love the clouds!

2008-08-13T16:23:00.004-04:00

This picture was captured by Google Maps's Street view camera. This is near my building... I absolutely love the clouds.Here is a close up of the same cloud formation and also an itty bitty view of downtown manhattan. There's a huge park to the right... where dogs, kiddies and adults come out to play :) and we do have a small stretch of beach (if you can call it that) where the dogs swim while

Characteristics of the Child Abuse Survivor

2008-08-07T11:13:00.000-04:00

Changes in behavior at school or at home. (withdrawal, inattentiveness, or other unusual behavior) Sleep disturbances (insomnia, bed wetting, nightmares) Unexplained and sudden fears Loss of appetite Excessive anger or reckless behavior A new reluctance to spend time with certain people A need for more reassurance than usual Overwhelming knowledge of sexual behavior Isolation from friends,

sad sad story

2008-08-06T17:18:00.005-04:00

I lost a childhood friend... I heard about it just today.Gautami train infernoI know I'm going to go home and pour over the old photo albums... reminiscing about all the wonderful years we had together as kids. We were neighbors, siblings, best friends for quite a few years. Hari was always a wonderful kid.Yes there were times when I thought of him as an annoying little brother poking his nose

WTF!

2008-07-25T17:43:00.001-04:00

July 24th, 2008: I came home late last night… around 10:45pm. I met up with Drew and Lane for some one-on-one time with their dog and some quality time with them. We had a beer out in our parking lot while we chatted about everything – weed to weirdos! On my way home, my tummy was creating a ruckus. Obviously! No food since the previous night. As soon as I stepped inside the house, I

American Maid Servant – Part Two

2008-07-25T14:45:00.002-04:00

Wednesday, July 23rd, 2008: I woke up at 4:30am with a very high fever. Checked my temperature and couldn’t believe it was 102. At times like this, I wish I didn’t have to climb down the ladder of my loft bed. I somehow managed to stumble down… find my way to the medicine cabinet and pop 2 Advil in my mouth. At 7:45am, I’m still burning up… I text S and let him know that I’m sick…

New Day. New Drama.

2008-07-22T10:51:00.003-04:00

I had a busy day at work yesterday. It was good to be so immersed in my work that I barely had time to think about anything else. I got to my favorite bar (close to home) around 7pm, ordered a beer and was reading my book. S was supposed to take his parents to the mall. So I texted him letting him know that I’m at the bar and to please text me back when they leave for the mall.Around 8pm,

Life is... interesting.

2008-07-21T13:43:00.002-04:00

It truly does keep you on your toes eh?Anyways, I've been very busy these days. I leave work at 6pm but I've been helping a few friends of mine shop for big first dates/weddings etc.I'm not usually the kind of person that enjoys shopping.. but this opportunity has made me realize the joy I get out of helping other people shop. After the whole shopping/hangin' out scene, I head to this awesome

American Maid Servant - Day One

2008-07-17T11:53:00.004-04:00

July 10th, Thursday: I had been up until 3am cleaning out the walk-in closet in the master bedroom trying to get S’s clothes folded and put away and get my clothes out of the closet into the guest bedroom. I must’ve folded about 50 of S’s tshirts and tons of other clothes. I had gotten the whole closet settled with plenty of space for S’s parents clothes. S and I had a major argument so

The story of an American Maid Servant

2008-07-16T17:10:00.001-04:00

All I can say right now is that my life is pure torture. I leave home very early and come back very late. I’ve lost 7 pounds since this past Thursday. I sleep 2-3 hours a night at the most. And I really want to bitch-slap my boyfriend’s mom. I’m too tired to tell you the story of the American Maid Servant. I need sleep. Brb.

moms are the best!

2008-07-07T10:41:00.004-04:00

I owe my mom big time!She came over to my place... for the long weekend... JUST to help me clean out my place for the boyfriend's parents' visit.I celebrated July 4th by throwing out clutter that I didn't even realize existed in my house. Independence from clutter!And the only way I got it done was because of my mommy! If it weren't for her, I'd be rushing on Wednesday trying to get the entire

Wilfred is the BEST!

2008-06-26T15:37:00.002-04:00

Yesterday, I was hanging out with my colleagues, Wilfred and Ari, in our café.So just to bug Ari, I said “Yo Ari! Wanna peel me an orange?” And he says “No!” :(Wilfred then asks why I asked Ari to peel me an orange. I say “Free Willy (which is what I call him), I HATE peeling oranges… but I LOVE eating them!”Today, I walk by Wilfred’s desk and glance over longingly at the beautiful, succulent

Future in-laws?

2008-06-25T11:44:00.006-04:00

My boyfriend’s parents will be visiting us mid-july. And get this – they’re going to stay with us for 3 months! So obviously, I’m stressed. I’ve got so many insecurities where they’re concerned… especially because they’re the traditional/conservative south Indian couple. And I’m anything BUT traditional/conservative.1. Will they like me?